// #australia — 2022-06-11
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00:04:00 <doggyrat> sorry
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16:19:00 <sylence> .j sydney
16:34:00 <ld0g> no
16:35:00 <gee_man> /j #somesecretchannel
16:35:00 <gee_man> oops
16:59:00 <sylence> lol hey guys
17:17:00 <JJ> hi
17:17:00 <JJ> hey Id0g
17:17:00 <JJ> hi Geeman
17:27:00 <gremlinz> hai
17:28:00 <JJ> =]
17:37:00 <gee_man> ey jj, sylence
17:37:00 <gee_man> ld0g
19:22:00 <sylence> ohh and ldog
19:22:00 <JJ> hey sylence
20:23:00 <gee_man> crispy/pyro reminds me of the abusive boyfriend in 'the office'
20:24:00 <gee_man> the kind of guy that goes into a downward spiral after a break up
20:24:00 <gee_man> then finds someone to blame, and fixates on it, never getting over it
20:25:00 <gee_man> then blames the fact that he can't commit to another relationship ever again on whoever's convenient
20:26:00 <gee_man> it's true that i exchanged a chat with his girlfriend
20:26:00 <gee_man> but she was just looking for a way out of the relationship
20:27:00 <gee_man> "if it doesn't work out" [with pyro-] was what she said to me
20:29:00 <gee_man> i said it was my fault
20:30:00 <gee_man> but now i realise she was using me as an excuse because she was afraid of him
21:02:00 <sylence> okay.. that kinda cooked me a little lol
21:06:00 <gee_man> it was at a time where i was mentally unwell
21:07:00 <gee_man> i didn't know what was going on
21:07:00 <gee_man> people often used me because i was predictable
21:08:00 <sylence> im predictabl but i cant be used. there is a difference between predictable and gullible; no offence
21:09:00 <sylence> ive been screwed over that much to the point where i dont care and wont give nothing meaningful or valuable away
21:10:00 <gee_man> gullible was actually the word i was looking for
21:10:00 <gee_man> i used to be very gullible
21:11:00 <gee_man> i've also been screwed over a few times
21:12:00 <gee_man> mainly because of me being gullible
21:13:00 <gee_man> i've clued on a bit since i quit drugs tho
21:43:00 <gee_man> i used to drink about 30 cups of coffee a day back then, wasn't on much drugs aside from that
21:43:00 <gee_man> i went through 9 litres of milk a week, all on coffee
21:44:00 <gee_man> no cereal
21:49:00 <sylence> i drink coffee to keep a level head
21:49:00 <sylence> mellows me out alcohol kicks me in overdrive
21:50:00 <gee_man> if you can balance it out like that, takes skill to do
21:50:00 <gee_man> i couldn't balance out my drugs, was never taught how
21:51:00 <sylence> with adhd caffine does the opposite. i can drink a triple expresso before i go to bed
21:52:00 <sylence> alcohol on the otherhand, especially spirits, i bounce off walls. The sugar content does it
21:53:00 <gee_man> weird
21:54:00 <gee_man> i was on anti depressants that were basically speed
21:54:00 <gee_man> i took them at night 'cause they made me sleepy, but then after a while they made me hyper
21:55:00 <gee_man> many years ago
21:55:00 <sylence> i need a half weight of decent gear to get off; it lasts for about 30 to 60 mins then i pretty much can go to bed
21:55:00 <gee_man> heh that's so weird
21:56:00 <sylence> anti depressants im okay with and anti psychotics like rispiradone i eat literally a full mixing bowl of cooked rice then crash out for 12 or so hours
21:57:00 <sylence> coke based xtc or smacky pills im rushing; speed based does something for a few mins then i need more
21:57:00 <sylence> so basically a total waste of money
21:58:00 <gee_man> adhd sounds like some sort of super power
21:59:00 <sylence> its annoying because sometimes my behaviour is appauling i act without thinking or due care
22:00:00 <sylence> when i drink it is amplified which you have seen several weeks ago on here
22:00:00 <gee_man> so it's one of those superpowers that comic books explain sideaffects
22:00:00 <sylence> i guess so
22:00:00 <gee_man> i geuss you gotta take the good with the bad
22:03:00 <sylence> yes
22:03:00 <sylence> thats why i game 80 percent of the time
22:03:00 <sylence> work the rest
22:08:00 <gee_man> it'd be nice to be able to afford shit like a console or a gpu
22:09:00 <gee_man> i can't complain tho
22:09:00 <gee_man> i can afford food
22:11:00 <sylence> food and fluid are the two primary things people need plus you have a roof over your head and electircity
22:13:00 <gee_man> yeah, and i'm super lucky in canberra
22:13:00 <gee_man> electricity costs haven't changed while they have for the rest of australia
22:14:00 <gee_man> because a few years back the act gov invested in solar/wind/batteries
22:14:00 <sylence> only thing our govt invests in is thier back pocket
22:17:00 <gee_man> nah, politicians just invest in specific companies/people's pockets for future favours
22:17:00 <gee_man> politicains don't take money themselves because it's traceable, but others is a different story
22:18:00 <Mikey> their families do it bro
22:18:00 <Mikey> lol
22:19:00 <Mikey> funny how all their relatives are fucking loaded from insider trading...... kek
22:20:00 <gee_man> they're mostly disconnected from regular people, but sometimes they pretend to be "just another bloke at the pub"
22:21:00 <sylence> yer well hate the lot of them
22:22:00 <gee_man> i reckon i'll cook a frozen pizza right about now
22:24:00 <sylence> yum
22:24:00 <sylence> i dont even have that
22:26:00 <electrohead> o/
22:26:00 <gee_man> they cost like $3 each
22:26:00 <gee_man> ey electrohead
22:26:00 <electrohead> yo
22:26:00 <sylence> hey dude
22:26:00 <sylence> is that all your rubbing? .. hands on the kb buddy lol
22:27:00 <electrohead> I did that yesterday :p
22:27:00 <gee_man> that reminds me, i'm supposed to learn how to type one handed
22:27:00 <sylence> well then
22:27:00 <gee_man> not for jerking off
22:28:00 <gee_man> i just figure the movement between the keyboard and the mouse is bad for programming interfaces
22:28:00 <gee_man> i've been meaning to make android apps, but the constant switching between keyboard and mouse put me off
22:29:00 <gee_man> so, i'm taking steps, i'm learning to use the mouse left handed, and the keyboard one right hand
22:29:00 <gee_man> i tried typing on the keyboard left handed and i just can't
22:30:00 <gee_man> the other thing i did is i bought a trackball so i could attach it to the side of my chair for ergonomic purposes, but it involved doing some crafty shit with wedges, glue, and velcro
22:31:00 <gee_man> it's almost done
22:31:00 <gee_man> dunno why it's not done more often
22:31:00 <gee_man> maybe i will find out after it's done
22:34:00 <gee_man> electrohead quick question
22:34:00 <electrohead> nein!
22:35:00 <electrohead> lol, what's up?
22:35:00 <gee_man> what would i google for to practice rewriting bad code
22:35:00 <gee_man> like other people's bad code
22:35:00 <gee_man> with answers
22:37:00 <gee_man> i guess like 'common bad practice coding'
22:37:00 <electrohead> pretty much that
22:38:00 <electrohead> could also learn x86_64 assembly, that would help a fuck ton
22:38:00 <gee_man> where would i learn that from?
22:38:00 <gee_man> that's like a step up from C
22:38:00 <gee_man> or should i say down
22:52:00 <gee_man> jurassic world: dominion
22:52:00 <gee_man> june 9
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