// #nerdhacks — 2018-07-04
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00:03:10 <smeggoz> Mr sim
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00:07:16 <+Tim-Sim> smeggoz
00:07:50 <smeggoz> Hello simmy
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00:15:33 <+Tim-Sim> bye MiaX
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00:16:49 <carter> LOL
00:18:29 <rdyplayertrump> cartz cutie!
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00:36:01 <smeggatron> Underpants
00:41:12 <smeggatron> She just said she loves me
00:41:52 <smeggatron> I'm so in
00:41:58 <smeggatron> Jejeje
00:42:12 <carter> lol
00:42:15 <carter> in with plummer?
00:42:33 <carter> she doesnt want you faggot
00:44:53 <smeggatron> You wish jellyfish
00:47:01 <smeggatron> Maybe I'm being catfished
00:47:06 <carter> lol
00:47:15 <carter> so you have never met her then
00:47:17 <carter> "her"
00:47:20 <carter> very good retard
00:47:25 <smeggatron> Lolz
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19:24:23 * [[[[[pong]]]]] is here...
19:36:27 Topic Is: MUTED
19:36:27 Set By: (Bonny) on: Wed Jun 27 22:14:02 2018
19:36:27 <!TheObserver> thank you monkey^pop
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSg2Db3jF_4
19:36:27 <BlackDevil> Youtube: The Hardest Mandelbrot Zoom in 2017 - New record, 750 000 000 iterations! (Jul 7, 2017) Length: 5:37 - Category: Music - 535,385 views - 13,310 likes (98.2%), 249 dislikes (1.8%)
19:36:27 <!TheObserver> work today Tim-Sim?
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> yes
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> time for some shitake
19:36:27 <!TheObserver> shitake
19:36:27 <!TheObserver> ?
19:36:27 <!TheObserver> When was the last time you spoke with jen gow?
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> over a week ago
19:36:27 <!TheObserver> a shed goblin has entered
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> thinking of getting a shed
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> for the accolade
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> I'll out a fridge, a bed and a computer in it
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> put
19:36:27 <!TheObserver> LOLL
19:36:27 <!TheObserver> accolade?
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> and the notoriety
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> the glory
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> of being a Shed Dweller
19:36:27 <!Tim-Sim> damn, got to go to work but I have a mug of hot shitake and a mug of hot tea in front of me
19:36:28 <!TheObserver> Ahhhh
19:36:28 <!TheObserver> Would you not rather sit in your shed?
19:36:28 <!Tim-Sim> yes
19:36:28 <!Tim-Sim> with the car running and all the doors closed
19:36:28 <!monkey^pop> I am monkey^pop !!!!
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> I am monkey^pop !!!!!!
20:00:16 <Bonny> cf = 0
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> I am monkey^pop !!!!
20:00:16 <+[[[[[pong]]]]]> who u
20:00:16 <Bonny> cf=0
20:00:16 <+[[[[[pong]]]]]> wat u say
20:00:16 <Bonny> no one cares who you are, monkey^pop
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> Rubbish
20:00:16 <Bonny> not at all rubbish
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> No one likes you Bonny
20:00:16 <Bonny> that's right.. I'm not here to be liked
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> Why are you here?
20:00:16 <Bonny> to zline ppl
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> Aren’t you like 67?
20:00:16 <Bonny> nope
20:00:16 <Bonny> 53
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> Same
20:00:16 <Bonny> what has age to do with anything?
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> Of Greek origin
20:00:16 <Bonny> correct
20:00:16 <Bonny> I'm the sexy greek goddess
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> Not from the pictures I’ve seen
20:00:16 <Bonny> what pictures have you actually seen? cos there isn't many around lol
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> One of you Bonny
20:00:16 <Bonny> I doubt that
20:00:16 <Bonny> where did you see this said photo of me? lol
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> There are some in circulation
20:00:16 <Bonny> that is where you are wrong. for them to be in circulation would mean I have uploaded the photos which I have never done.. :)
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> You use social media 😉
20:00:16 <monkey^pop> Do you want to see the pic?
20:00:17 <Bonny> sure
20:00:36 <Bonny> just load it on tinypic
20:01:01 <monkey^pop> I don’t want to be z lined for uploading it as it’s a breach of network rules
20:01:30 <Bonny> well if it is a pic of me as you think it is you'd be doing it with my consennt
20:01:44 <Bonny> it'd only be a breach if it wasn't a pic of me.. :)
20:02:15 <monkey^pop> Not falling for your trap
20:02:22 <Bonny> no trap at all
20:02:40 <Bonny> you have nothing to worry about if it is a pic of me as you believe it is
20:02:51 <+[[[[[pong]]]]]> yes it is
20:02:56 <Bonny> show me
20:03:01 <+[[[[[pong]]]]]> hahah show it
20:03:26 <monkey^pop> No, it’s a trap
20:03:36 <Bonny> then you don't have a pic of me.. :)
20:03:51 <Bonny> we leave it at that
20:03:57 <monkey^pop> Believe what you like
20:04:26 <Bonny> well you seem to be so sure it is a pic of me.. if it is then I give my consent to upload it
20:04:34 <Bonny> otherwise it would be a breach
20:05:13 <monkey^pop> Do you get seniors meals?
20:05:16 <Bonny> nope
20:05:24 <Bonny> I need to be 55 for that
20:05:32 <monkey^pop> Why not? They are great value
20:05:40 <Bonny> and a senior's card
20:05:48 <monkey^pop> courses for $10
20:05:54 <Bonny> I'm not old enuff.. I told you that
20:06:14 <Bonny> can you actually read?
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20:44:22 <xm> gone like a ninja
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21:09:38 <MiaX> heya couleurs
21:09:44 <MiaX> xm
21:09:53 <xm> MiaX
21:10:05 <MiaX> what ^
21:10:08 <+couleurs> Mia X Grrl
21:10:38 <xm> just music
21:10:40 <xm> u ?
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21:11:11 <+couleurs> picken me nose
21:11:13 <+couleurs> n u
21:11:16 <MiaX> just about to pee
21:13:20 <+couleurs> coooooool
21:13:28 <MiaX> back
21:13:34 <MiaX> its so q u i e t
21:13:37 <MiaX> where is everyone
21:13:39 <MiaX> twilight zone
21:13:44 <MiaX> *hey where is everyone*
21:13:55 <xm> cheap tuesdays
21:14:07 <MiaX> ah yes
21:14:15 <MiaX> is it school holidays at the moment?
21:14:20 <xm> IRCers time to feast
21:14:26 <xm> not sure
21:14:30 <MiaX> nor I
21:14:31 <xm> i think it's a uni break though
21:15:12 <MiaX> School Holidays Saturday, 30 June 2018
21:15:12 <MiaX> Term 3 Monday, 16 July 2018
21:15:22 <MiaX> yeah university yes, which means school is out too
21:15:26 <MiaX> sorry that was common sense
21:15:34 <MiaX> i lack that at times
21:15:50 <xm> nah uni break is longer though so you werent that off
21:16:06 <MiaX> yeah University starts 25/07 for me
21:16:13 <MiaX> im bouncing with excitement
21:17:58 <+couleurs> me 2
21:18:01 <MiaX> me 3
21:18:06 <MiaX> who playing tonight
21:18:12 <MiaX> who won, mexico or brazil?
21:18:31 <+couleurs> BRaSiL
21:18:52 <MiaX> by how much
21:18:58 <+couleurs> 2-0
21:19:28 <+couleurs> second match was better
21:19:39 <+couleurs> japan leading 2-0 @ 60 mins
21:19:55 <+couleurs> belgium come back to win it 3-2 in 94 min
21:20:17 <+couleurs> japan would've beaten brasil lol
21:22:25 <MiaX> ouu
21:22:29 <MiaX> any games tonight
21:23:17 <+couleurs> yeas
21:23:25 <+couleurs> sweden vs swiss
21:23:34 <+couleurs> colombio vs engfags
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21:26:47 <heyyhee> hi miax
21:27:18 <heyyhee> hi shitmish
21:28:28 <+couleurs> MiaX https://twitter.com/FIFAWorldCup/status/1013901378765369345
21:30:04 <heyyhee> is that a video where the apes are protecting their waterhole
21:30:35 <+couleurs> yes
21:30:51 <heyyhee> go the red guys!
21:30:56 <heyyhee> red is a nice colo
21:30:57 <heyyhee> color
21:31:00 <heyyhee> good for nesting
21:31:45 <MiaX> hello
21:31:50 <MiaX> sorry i was busy reading something
21:33:42 <+couleurs> hope it about me
21:33:57 <heyyhee> miax hi :)
21:34:07 <MiaX> hi
21:34:11 <heyyhee> is your asshole nice and clean for jesus tonight girl?
21:34:46 <heyyhee> imagine jesus banging vadge
21:34:56 <heyyhee> he would bang hard
21:36:18 <heyyhee> miax thats what nuns want... they want to experiences jesus's cock in the next life
21:36:28 <heyyhee> cocks that are available here arent good enough for them
21:38:08 <heyyhee> miax
21:38:13 <heyyhee> did jesus have a cock?
21:38:24 <heyyhee> cock n balls
21:38:35 <heyyhee> well?
21:38:38 <heyyhee> answer me pls girl
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21:49:29 <+couleurs> Lol
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21:58:19 <jiiiji> i somehow ended up on a channel with no name
21:58:22 <jiiiji> it's just a space
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22:08:29 <milk> i have an infected wisdom and my upper gums hurt for some mysterious reason in addition to that
22:09:12 <+couleurs> Ha Ha
22:09:42 <milk> you know how karma works?
22:10:08 <milk> by laughing at my pain, you will soon be in pain
22:10:23 <+couleurs> get well soon malk hope u don't curdle
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22:10:43 <steven> mia gurl
22:10:52 <milk> thanks, i'm long life
22:10:54 <steven> damian gurl
22:10:58 <steven> milk gurl <3
22:11:10 <milk> you seem to be in a good mood
22:11:16 <steven> always
22:11:22 <+couleurs> hi steve welcome back to my channel
22:11:32 <xm> hello steve thanks 4 da @s
22:11:51 <steven> hahaha
22:11:53 <xm> promise to contribute promise
22:11:54 <steven> whats the goss
22:11:58 <milk> whose channel is it though
22:12:12 <steven> `op milk
22:12:12 Mode: (by ChanOP) +o milk
22:12:16 <steven> you are in charge
22:12:25 <+milk> ooh
22:12:28 <steven> first thing you need to do is see new users
22:12:29 <+milk> finally
22:12:32 <steven> haha
22:13:11 <+milk> the goss is that tim-sim sucks
22:13:19 <steven> thats old goss
22:14:30 <+couleurs> why do you h8 him so much he's funny
22:14:45 <+milk> he hates me
22:15:22 <+couleurs> why!!!!!!
22:15:40 <+milk> i don't know
22:15:51 <+milk> but he won't apologise for it
22:16:16 <+couleurs> oakely doakely
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22:19:10 <Agent> Lol whazzzuuuuuuuuupppppp
22:21:29 <MiaX> hi steven
22:22:34 * MiaX opens up a Coca Cola can
22:22:49 <xm> yessss
22:22:56 <MiaX> ahhhh
22:22:57 <steven> i just finished one
22:23:01 <xm> i still managed to find the Cherry edition ones
22:23:02 <MiaX> i bought two
22:23:05 <steven> only coke zero sugar now
22:23:08 <+couleurs> Mmmm. Sugar.
22:23:10 <MiaX> milkbar man ripped me off by 20c
22:23:11 <steven> Yu!!!!!!!!!!!!!
22:24:11 <+couleurs> you could've added that 20c to your 20c collection now it's forever lost
22:24:16 <+milk> mia, it's sexy tax
22:24:30 <MiaX> yeah but i couldnt update my info automtically
22:24:31 <+milk> you're 2 sxy so you must pay the tax
22:24:35 <MiaX> so im waiting till august
22:24:47 <MiaX> im entitiled , if anything, 130, if not, ill owe.. i dont know
22:25:00 <MiaX> cant imagine how good ill be if i owe money.. but i dont know.. ill hav to wait
22:25:26 <MiaX> i know couleurs .. i could of said something
22:25:52 <MiaX> i got my injection in L arm today
22:26:03 <xm> i thought it was up da butt?
22:26:06 <MiaX> she was ok, she pl,ayed around with my skinny arms before stabbing m
22:26:14 <MiaX> i make em do it in the arms now
22:26:22 <MiaX> as it hit a nerve once and my legs were cramped
22:26:27 <xm> yikes
22:26:41 <MiaX> she said if they dont jab it properly
22:26:47 <MiaX> the abilify stays in one area
22:26:52 <MiaX> and doesnt disperse
22:27:04 <MiaX> she was very good, explaoned everything nicely
22:27:30 <MiaX> she either farted when she came, or had a diaper in the bag, or something
22:27:45 <MiaX> but anyway cut a long story short, she ws pretty thorough
22:27:52 <MiaX> took her time to explain stuff
22:28:18 <MiaX> i had vomited last injection i got in the R arm
22:28:32 <xm> are you on any mood stabilisers?
22:28:35 <MiaX> i couldnt tell you if it were because of the hot chcocolate or the injection
22:28:40 <MiaX> no, just 400mg of Abilify
22:28:45 <xm> lucky then
22:28:53 <xm> they would need frequently blood tests
22:28:55 <MiaX> why is that lucky
22:28:56 <xm> -ly
22:29:03 <MiaX> oh
22:29:04 <MiaX> why is that
22:29:18 <xm> because there is a therapeutic level where they work best and they have to check and adjust occasionally
22:29:40 <MiaX> oh
22:29:40 <xm> and if you're on lithium that's toxic...so they have to check your other internal organs...
22:29:52 <MiaX> am I on lithium with Abilify?
22:29:58 <xm> nope
22:30:01 <MiaX> I know nothing about medication other than getting jabbed once a month
22:30:12 <xm> as far as i know lithium is administered orally
22:30:25 <MiaX> oh
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22:31:04 <MiaX> i wrote this in the beginning on a blog
22:31:09 <MiaX> I was just watching parts to a show where people, various people with schizophrenia talk about their condition. There was a woman who reckons, how do you go out and be social when they say "Hello, what do you do?" and all you can respond is "I dont do anything. I just lay in bed and talk to "myself". It made me laugh, and I could certainly understand it. The look on their faces. As though you are less for being less of a slave. And they say youre
22:31:09 <MiaX> sick, when they, they...forget it. What if the adage is, this world is a sick society is relevant. I certainly do believe it, but others, the healthy ones, do not.
22:33:27 <+milk> most people acknowledge that modern society is unhealthy and paradoxical
22:33:52 <MiaX> paradoxical
22:33:54 <MiaX> yes
22:33:58 <MiaX> i deleted the end bit
22:34:02 <MiaX> because it didnt make sense
22:34:09 <MiaX> and would require me to get too philosophicak
22:34:16 <MiaX> and it was meant to be a short rant
22:35:50 <xm> the mildly depressed have been clinically proven to see reality closer to what it is
22:36:03 <xm> according to some test anyway
22:36:05 <MiaX> who wrote the paper so I can inspect it
22:36:12 <xm> ill dig it up
22:36:19 <MiaX> well depression is widespread now
22:36:32 <MiaX> so maybe this is the beginning of the awakening that so many people believe they are embarking on
22:36:46 <MiaX> Delve into it xm :D
22:36:58 <MiaX> I made some tikka masala tonight
22:37:04 <MiaX> 2 cups of plain woolworth cheap rice
22:37:09 <MiaX> added carrots and 1 red opionion
22:37:13 <MiaX> topped it with half a bottle of sauce
22:37:15 <MiaX> wasnt great
22:37:19 <MiaX> ill give it a 2.5/10
22:37:28 <MiaX> but i ate it, and i just burped and tasted it again
22:39:01 <MiaX> tomorrow ill make 2 cups of rice with red chilli thai
22:39:08 <MiaX> i have that sitting in the pantry for some days now
22:39:13 <MiaX> but i feel poor when i eat rice
22:39:19 <MiaX> more poorer than when i eat noodles
22:39:20 <xm> https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depressive_realism
22:39:54 <+milk> GPs hand out antidepressants like candy for a reason
22:40:15 <MiaX> milk are u in the U.S
22:40:44 <MiaX> Depressive realism. Ah I like the name of it xm
22:40:53 <xm> sounds like an art movement
22:41:00 <MiaX> the "how can I be part of this society, when I no longer believe in the fundamentals of it"
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22:41:26 <+milk> mia, no.. when i was 20 i went to a doctor about some shortness of breath related to anxieryt
22:41:27 Mode: (by mERK) +v mib_nmunue
22:41:34 <+milk> she didn't ask me anything, just gave me a script for paxil
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22:42:12 <+milk> i took that stuff and it caused serotonin syndrome and made me near suicidal
22:42:26 <MiaX> whats serotonin syndrime
22:43:00 <+milk> usually related to antidepressants, when the body has too much serotonin and your body and mind freak out
22:43:09 <+milk> it can cause death or death by suicide
22:43:09 <xm> anti-deps can be pretty bad if you have a mood disorder, it can trigger off an episode
22:43:54 <+milk> they definitely can be
22:45:06 <+milk> i think i may have almost had bipolar disorder when i was younger but somehow i levelled out to just plain old depression
22:45:28 <+milk> there's probably no real research on this
22:46:09 <xm> well, i hope they discover the genes that cause bipolar
22:46:18 <xm> so they can engineer it into everyone else too
22:46:22 <xm> why should i just enjoy it?
22:46:26 <MiaX> oh ok
22:46:28 <+milk> they have discovered some
22:46:31 <+milk> i have some
22:47:09 <xm> ill have to dig deeper into that sometime
22:47:24 <MiaX> im just looking at haldol and risperadol symtppms
22:47:27 <MiaX> because a long time ago
22:47:30 <xm> haldol is very old
22:47:34 <MiaX> i went into a hospital with a gift
22:47:45 <MiaX> and came out without one.. and those are the two medications they said
22:47:48 <MiaX> that i was on
22:48:08 <MiaX> but i dont know if thats true or not anymore.. they said that, but whether that be true or not i dont know
22:48:21 <xm> i was on haldol for at least a year
22:48:22 <MiaX> they killed my fucking intelligence those ....arggghhhhh
22:48:42 <MiaX> thats fucked, if what i was given was haldol, and what u were given were the same.. then thats fyucked
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22:48:45 <MiaX> how did u find it?
22:48:59 <xm> i felt a bit sluggish
22:49:08 <xm> but i thinker risperadone worse
22:49:13 <xm> i found*
22:49:23 <xm> dont know how that word came out instead
22:49:24 <MiaX> they gave me both of them at the same time
22:49:30 <MiaX> and im the most docile person i know
22:49:34 <MiaX> or at that stage anyway
22:49:47 <MiaX> i went in there, with a love for reading and solving problems
22:49:57 <MiaX> and i just lost all interest in reading, being able to watch videos
22:49:58 <xm> risperidone gave me akathisia, you can guess what that is from greek
22:50:00 <MiaX> and all sorts of stuff
22:50:09 <MiaX> yes, i have that at the moment
22:50:18 <MiaX> but idont mind as i dont like weight gain
22:50:21 <MiaX> i go for my walks
22:50:28 <MiaX> sometimes several times a day
22:51:07 <MiaX> a is without, kathise is sit
22:51:09 <+milk> mia, are you finding abilify to be the best one so far?
22:51:18 <MiaX> so akathisia is without sitting
22:51:29 <MiaX> yes, i really respect the doctor that put me on a treatment plan
22:51:38 <MiaX> but i have had small small issues here and there
22:51:54 <MiaX> i find the new problem is my speech, but then again, that was a problem before i got here
22:52:10 <MiaX> so i cant blame the aussie doctors for the shortcomings of the cypriot doctors
22:52:20 <xm> i think i offended my doctor when i jokingly said, "i'm thankful that my life is now boringly sanitized."
22:52:26 <MiaX> if u were in melbourne, id tell you who to see..
22:52:28 <MiaX> but you are not
22:52:32 <+couleurs> u guys r funy
22:52:45 <MiaX> that is sad xm
22:52:59 <MiaX> i was living a paranormal existance at one point
22:53:14 <MiaX> and though it was very troubling, im glad im not embedded in that reality as much
22:53:26 <MiaX> because, although I knew answers, I was very scared
22:53:43 <MiaX> now my existence is like a fairy tale without me understanding the cues..
22:53:46 <MiaX> for example
22:53:49 <xm> he knows im appreciative of him though
22:53:52 <MiaX> yesterday i found a gold coin
22:53:54 <MiaX> on the road
22:53:57 <xm> i told him he was the best one ive had
22:54:11 <MiaX> thats good xm, refer them when they are good
22:54:14 <MiaX> so others go to them
22:54:15 <xm> have you noted differences between male and female doctors? or have you not been through that many?
22:54:25 <MiaX> yes, but thats based on prejudices
22:54:38 <MiaX> i havent had a female psychiatrist, ever
22:54:42 <MiaX> oh
22:54:44 <MiaX> actually i have
22:54:48 <MiaX> actually i have
22:54:52 <MiaX> yes, sorry i forgot
22:54:56 <xm> it's been about 1 female for every 3 for me
22:55:00 <xm> 3 males
22:55:09 <MiaX> from memory ive only seen 1 woman
22:55:14 <xm> i noticed their style is very different
22:55:27 <MiaX> i feel sorry for them as they are vulnerable
22:55:27 <xm> the male doctors definitely put up a greater distance between them and you
22:55:38 <MiaX> no i find the women do that
22:55:45 <xm> for me it was the males
22:55:50 <MiaX> male doctors are easier to discuss..
22:55:55 <MiaX> but they dont always listen
22:56:04 <+milk> i guess it's the same sex that they might do it to
22:56:09 <xm> they do listen i just mean they wont break down that wall and talk personally as a friend
22:56:28 <xm> i only get that when i talk about music but then they go back on track quickly
22:56:29 <MiaX> i find some do that
22:56:32 <MiaX> and i like them the best
22:56:50 <MiaX> i hate the fucking pretence of a medical dickhead on a pedestal because they spent 6yrs in med school
22:56:55 <MiaX> fucking talk normal, and be normal
22:57:02 <MiaX> but then again
22:57:08 <MiaX> they might not have a job if they did that
22:57:10 <MiaX> :D lol
22:57:21 <MiaX> i dont know poor people, no one can win as theres 7 billion personalities
22:57:29 <MiaX> personally i dont like formalities
22:58:00 <MiaX> like if i see a woman doctor in high heels and a skirt
22:58:05 <MiaX> i just feel like saying PASSSS
22:58:09 <MiaX> not because shes unqualified
22:58:19 <MiaX> but because theres a persona attached tpo that
22:58:21 <MiaX> too formal,
22:58:27 <MiaX> too rpofessional
22:58:30 <MiaX> too rigid
22:58:32 <MiaX> too by the book
22:58:36 <MiaX> too old school
22:58:43 <MiaX> i have prejudices, of course
22:59:08 <+milk> i think it's more that she spends too much time thinking about how her heels match her purse
22:59:26 <MiaX> maybe subconciously that could be a factor
22:59:28 <MiaX> i dont know
23:00:01 <MiaX> maybe
23:00:15 <MiaX> 'this person doesnt know a damn thing about doing it rough'
23:00:35 <MiaX> but I had a particular doctor, and id get nervousneness around him
23:00:39 <MiaX> i dojnt know why
23:00:43 <MiaX> but he was a really good 1
23:00:44 <xm> did you ever get panel interviews by multiples? that's pretty scary if you want out quickly
23:01:00 <MiaX> and even though i was carrying on like a fucking idiot, he put things into place and did his job thoroughlly
23:01:00 <xm> they really do get to pay attention to everything that way
23:01:12 <MiaX> i had a tribunal interview
23:01:20 <MiaX> i wasnt afraid
23:01:36 <MiaX> i just didnt want to lose my liberties of being injected when and whoever at whim
23:01:47 <MiaX> i wanted some control over what these people were doing
23:02:17 <MiaX> the tribunal was fine thou, i didnt feel awkward.. and they were all good
23:02:28 <MiaX> the whole process was professional, but relaxed
23:02:32 <MiaX> because thats what you want
23:02:47 <MiaX> keep it professional so its tailored for everyone, but make it relaxed for everyone too
23:02:50 <xm> it's just that the more you want out of hospital the more you have to lose, the more it works against you
23:03:05 <MiaX> look ive learnt to say i love the hospital
23:03:09 <MiaX> and personally, i dont mind it
23:03:18 <MiaX> gives me a lot to look at and observe
23:03:32 <MiaX> i dont eat well, so when im in hospital i feel like ive entered a resort
23:03:45 <xm> yeah, i did tell my friends it's a resort
23:03:47 <MiaX> its like wow, ready made meals, all packaged, again, like 3 times a day? with dessert
23:03:47 <xm> even blogged about that
23:03:48 <MiaX> woohooo
23:04:06 <+milk> is it free?
23:04:08 <xm> it's a nice break from routine to give you a bit of rest
23:04:11 <MiaX> but theres also an element to it that i dont like too
23:04:14 <xm> $800-1000 a day of tax payer's money
23:04:26 <xm> and the system is ran terribly
23:04:27 <MiaX> they can take it from my super
23:04:32 <MiaX> i dont plan to live till 100
23:04:32 <rdyplayertrump> im gonna say it need some milo, milk? ;E
23:04:34 <xm> give us that money to use in a otel!!!
23:04:47 <xm> hotel*
23:05:01 <rdyplayertrump> cc hows the soccer
23:05:04 <MiaX> they should do that you know
23:05:08 <+milk> were either of you forcibly taken there
23:05:11 <MiaX> take your medical bills out of your super
23:05:16 <xm> ive never gone voluntarily
23:05:22 <MiaX> so no dickhead whinges that his or her tax money is going to waste
23:05:28 <MiaX> like... i hate dickheads like that
23:05:33 <+milk> was it family who called?
23:05:39 <xm> yes
23:06:09 <xm> but i go willingly at first... because my sheep are waiting for me
23:06:16 <+couleurs> it's good nn getting excited woo hoo
23:06:54 <rdyplayertrump> u like hot or cold milo cc?
23:07:06 <rdyplayertrump> which is better!
23:07:41 <+couleurs> hot in da winter cold in da summa :D
23:07:49 <rdyplayertrump> bullshit!
23:07:53 <rdyplayertrump> which is better!
23:08:11 <+couleurs> hot in da winter cold in da summa :D
23:08:23 <rdyplayertrump> cold is always better
23:08:29 <rdyplayertrump> u hot dawg!
23:08:49 <rdyplayertrump> winter dont last that long see
23:09:15 <+couleurs> k
23:09:59 <+couleurs> https://imgur.com/a/58OJFjr
23:10:02 <+couleurs> @ u
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23:11:04 Mode: (by mERK) +v AndroUser
23:11:21 Nick: AndroUser is now known as smeggoz
23:12:10 Join: President_Trump ([email protected]) to #nerdhacks
23:12:12 Mode: (by mERK) +v President_Trump
23:12:45 <smeggoz> I got a new girly friend
23:12:46 <President_Trump> I am the great President_Trump
23:12:50 <smeggoz> Jeje
23:12:55 <smeggoz> Super hot
23:13:01 <+couleurs> https://imgur.com/a/58OJFjr
23:13:09 <+couleurs> that's President_Trump's gf
23:13:15 <+couleurs> the 1 in da middle
23:13:18 <smeggoz> We been chatting for 4 hours now
23:13:26 <+couleurs> pics
23:13:34 <President_Trump> lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
23:13:36 <President_Trump> indeed she is
23:13:59 <smeggoz> She wants to meet me
23:13:59 <+couleurs> The Most Beautiful Thumb in the World
23:14:26 <smeggoz> She's opening up to heeps
23:14:33 <smeggoz> :l
23:14:41 <smeggoz> To me
23:15:08 <Agent> Isn't that fucken Hellfire
23:15:17 <Agent> Hellfury
23:15:20 <Agent> Whatever her name is
23:15:32 <President_Trump> HellFarty
23:20:58 <+couleurs> : )
23:22:39 <MiaX> hey where is everyone
23:27:01 <rdyplayertrump> smeggoz i want to meat you 2!
23:27:08 <rdyplayertrump> ho ho humm
23:27:16 <+couleurs> we hear
23:27:30 <rdyplayertrump> just his hot tatooed hands
23:27:36 <rdyplayertrump> with some oko oil
23:27:52 <rdyplayertrump> imported from western australia?
23:27:58 <rdyplayertrump> high quality
23:29:20 <rdyplayertrump> why did i click on cc's link!
23:29:34 <rdyplayertrump> i assumed it was soccer babes
23:29:53 <+couleurs> got u
23:32:28 <smeggoz> I think this girl is falling for me
23:32:50 <smeggoz> And I've only been talking to her for 2 days
23:32:59 <smeggoz> That's a record for me
23:34:10 <President_Trump> the girl i would like to couple up is rdyplayertrump
23:34:29 <President_Trump> because she has the biggest boobs
23:34:41 <rdyplayertrump> thanku
23:35:08 <smeggoz> Jajajaja
23:37:46 <smeggoz> I havnt told her about my smelly underpants yet
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23:38:54 Mode: (by mERK) +v Annabelle
23:40:30 <smeggoz> Getting close to being awake for 4 days
23:40:31 <+couleurs> is this her?
23:40:40 <smeggoz> Mission accomplished
23:40:48 <President_Trump> good gear bro?!??
23:40:54 <smeggoz> Found a down ass bitch too
23:41:14 <President_Trump> was her name saunderino?
23:41:54 <smeggoz> Yes
23:42:41 <smeggoz> Her name is mary
23:42:51 <smeggoz> I got another pic of her
23:44:15 <President_Trump> show us this slut
23:45:55 <smeggoz> https://imgur.com/a/ikon4I4
23:46:06 <smeggoz> Sexy piece
23:47:21 <smeggoz> Don't call her a slut or ill slap the taste out your mouth
23:49:17 <smeggoz> Lolz
23:49:31 <smeggoz> Where's Mia titz
23:49:36 <smeggoz> Get em out
23:49:46 <xm> smeggoz, u gonna buy her a happy meal?
23:50:01 <smeggoz> Perhaps
23:50:14 <xm> wait for her outside the school gates after 3pm?
23:50:18 <smeggoz> 27
23:50:28 <smeggoz> Perhaps
23:51:46 <smeggoz> Bite her snatch
23:52:37 <smeggoz> Lolz
23:52:49 <smeggoz> I been awake way to long
23:54:14 <smeggoz> About 83 hours straight
23:54:24 <President_Trump> how much u got left?
23:55:10 <smeggoz> I'm out.. My old mate owes me some but dont get it till tomorrow
23:55:15 Quit: couleurs ([email protected]) Ping timeout: 121 seconds
23:56:21 <xm> hallucinating yet?
23:56:37 <smeggoz> I have to see my case manager tomorrow.. That's gonna be awkward
23:57:17 <smeggoz> No halluc
23:57:39 <smeggoz> I'm all good.. Just my eyes are sore
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