#flirt`n`tease - 2017-06-30 - AustNet Archive Project

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25:00 <^Roshanda^> herro
25:00 <Devil45> howdys
25:00 <^Roshanda^> how are ya
25:00 <Devil45> so so
25:00 <Devil45> damn gas work going on out in the street
26:00 <Devil45> why they wait till winter to start digging footpaths up to upgrade gas lines is beyond me
26:00 <^Roshanda^> :S
26:00 <Devil45> theyre doing most of the tough stuff today - they will move the meter(s) later
26:00 <^Roshanda^> mixture of valium and pf and im floating
26:00 <^Roshanda^> john and i had a argument yesterday
26:00 <^Roshanda^> spilled over today
27:00 <Devil45> sometimes they happen
27:00 <Devil45> the arguments that is
27:00 <^Roshanda^> i just got over sinus infection and then now flu
27:00 <Devil45> kind of like sibling rivalry or marriage
27:00 <^Roshanda^> and well he said something i didn't hear right
27:00 <^Roshanda^> and i lost it at him
28:00 <Devil45> ;/
28:00 <^Roshanda^> someone sat me down today and said to me talk to him like a normal person
28:00 <^Roshanda^> he probably feels bad at the way things turned out
28:00 <^Roshanda^> i went to drs to get meds
28:00 <^Roshanda^> and person rang me up and said well talk to him like he is a bright guy but he has issues
29:00 <Devil45> did you know the caller?
29:00 <^Roshanda^> so just talk to him
29:00 <^Roshanda^> yeh
29:00 <^Roshanda^> close friend
29:00 <^Roshanda^> so i sat at drs office and thought about it
29:00 <Devil45> was gonna say "dial-a-psychologist" but its someone you know
29:00 <^Roshanda^> plus i slept on it
30:00 <^Roshanda^> Nick said to me he has autism
30:00 <^Roshanda^> so things he says he will say something without thinking
30:00 <^Roshanda^> which he did
30:00 <Devil45> a lot of normal minded people do that too
30:00 <Devil45> speak without thinking
30:00 <^Roshanda^> i was upset when he did say what he did
30:00 <Devil45> but we call those people idiots. autism is different
30:00 <^Roshanda^> and i found out after we sat and talked and i said i had time to think and sleep on it
31:00 <^Roshanda^> i was annoyed at what was said
31:00 <^Roshanda^> but i misheard you
31:00 <^Roshanda^> and i wasn't happy but i understand when you say your dad is 80 yrs old and he has had cancer
32:00 <^Roshanda^> and didnt want me around him
32:00 <Devil45> mm
32:00 <^Roshanda^> but i didn't hear you right
32:00 <^Roshanda^> we talked it out
32:00 <^Roshanda^> but what he said to me was i felt suicidal
33:00 <Devil45> he shouldnt talk like that (if he said that sort of stuff)
33:00 <^Roshanda^> i gave him a huge hug and said to him that was my fault i upset you
33:00 <Devil45> speaking of upsets
33:00 <Devil45> saw a bald guy today while i was out - he kept staring for some odd reason with a smirk on his ugly face. in the end i was like 'what the fuck you looking at ghandi? you want another bald spot where your face used to be?'
34:00 <^Roshanda^> hahahaha
34:00 <^Roshanda^> change of meds
34:00 <Devil45> so sick of fuckwits i swear. cop enough at work.
34:00 <^Roshanda^> his close friend finally succumbed to cancer
34:00 <^Roshanda^> and his uncle passed away
34:00 <^Roshanda^> ontop of the higher dosage of duloxatine
35:00 <^Roshanda^> so i almost triggered his aspies melt down
35:00 <^Roshanda^> i said its now over
35:00 <Devil45> i finished with 'keep fucking staring son and ill make it happen' i was in a shit mood this morning
35:00 <^Roshanda^> and i will tell you if you upset me
35:00 <Devil45> i dont
36:00 <Devil45> if someone pisses me off they get one warning
36:00 <^Roshanda^> i try not to upset him
36:00 <^Roshanda^> he has aspergers
36:00 <Devil45> they do it again i smash them
36:00 <^Roshanda^> i could set him off at anytime
36:00 <Devil45> and they wont see it coming
36:00 <Devil45> but missus keeps saying 'you dont need to beat the crap out of someone to get the message across'
37:00 <Devil45> im like 'its the only language some fools understand'
37:00 <Devil45> a beating
37:00 <^Roshanda^> but i had time to sit and think plus slept on it
37:00 <Devil45> but i dont like getting angry - i get sick when that happens
37:00 <Devil45> and i hate getting sick
37:00 <Devil45> but cant have it both ways... so i avoid the anger thing
37:00 <^Roshanda^> and i also had a close friend say to me talk to him calmly and explain what he said upset you and even if it was unintentional
38:00 <^Roshanda^> which i did
38:00 <^Roshanda^> and i think the both of us ended up in tears
38:00 <Devil45> see if he blows a gasket or explains what it was
38:00 <^Roshanda^> he did neither
38:00 <Devil45> you wont know unless you ask
38:00 <^Roshanda^> infact he just burst into tears and i gave him a hug
39:00 <Devil45> maybe he felt guilty somewhat that you blew up at him earlier and he wanted to avoid further conflict (just a guess)
39:00 <^Roshanda^> this week has really been hard
39:00 <^Roshanda^> with duloxatine going up in dosage
39:00 <Devil45> whether he started it or not
39:00 <^Roshanda^> and then his close friend dying and his uncle passing away
40:00 <Devil45> thats nearly enough to push anyone over the edge
40:00 <^Roshanda^> and then he sees his 24 yr old son for the first time in 10 years
40:00 <^Roshanda^> tomorrow
40:00 <^Roshanda^> both of us were on edge
40:00 <^Roshanda^> i been sick for over 5 weeks
40:00 <Devil45> i think emotions ran high
40:00 <Devil45> so there is a lot of tension there
41:00 <^Roshanda^> 4 weeks with sinus infection
41:00 <^Roshanda^> and now a bad cold
41:00 <Devil45> Dr. Devil - no thanks. just guessing here based on past experience
41:00 <^Roshanda^> so i was already on edge and yesterday i took things out of context
41:00 <Devil45> ive done that many times.
41:00 <^Roshanda^> so ended up having a long talk and we sorted it out
41:00 <^Roshanda^> hugged a few tears
42:00 <^Roshanda^> mainly from him
42:00 <^Roshanda^> coz i had tme to sit and sort through my thoughts til 1 am
42:00 <^Roshanda^> and i slept it off
43:00 <^Roshanda^> plus sat 25 mins at drs office today talking to this close friend and at the end of it i thought life is too short and i heard him saying no john no john
43:00 <Devil45> now i can understand the trolling in melb room not helping matters
43:00 <Devil45> wait you used a mobile in the doctors office?
43:00 <^Roshanda^> he wanted to go down to the local forest just down here find a brown snake and end it all
43:00 <Devil45> theyre not allowed
43:00 <^Roshanda^> well it was a 30 min wait
43:00 <^Roshanda^> and most people sit and use it in the medical centre
44:00 <^Roshanda^> so when Nick rang to say hi
44:00 <^Roshanda^> i explained what happened
44:00 <Devil45> i know they *say* not allowed but you visit any doctors surgery waiting room i guarantee you will see a few people with phones in hand scrolling or yapping
44:00 <Devil45> ie its a rule but no one pays attention to it - now in a hospital it IS a rule - no mobiles allowed
44:00 <^Roshanda^> and he said talk to him normally and explain
44:00 <^Roshanda^> which i did
45:00 <^Roshanda^> and then it was oh i heard you tring to convince yourself not to hurt yourself
45:00 <Devil45> i bet it would suck more if you were seeing the doc in his office and your mobile rang right in front of him/her
46:00 <Devil45> which actually happened to someone recently
46:00 <Devil45> it was loud enough to be heard through a closed door
46:00 <^Roshanda^> it has i just ignore it
47:00 <^Roshanda^> away [r: afk]
47:00 <Devil45> but this woman (whose phone it was) was a bit old
47:00 <^Roshanda^> anyway doc told me i have the tail end of sinus infection and also a slight cold
48:00 <^Roshanda^> and gave me more antibiotics pf and valium
48:00 <^Roshanda^> i need to lie down
48:00 <^Roshanda^> worlds tilting
48:00 <^Roshanda^> but i apologized and we hugged it out
48:00 <^Roshanda^> and i told him i got counseling starting next week
49:00 <^Roshanda^> so i will have a better handle on life and my problems
49:00 <^Roshanda^> i need to lie down i feel absolutely unwell
49:00 <^Roshanda^> ill be back soon
50:00 <^Roshanda^> clingy cat says meowwwww (hello)
09:00 <^bozojim> hugs ^Roshanda^
20:00 <^Roshanda^> huggles jummy kins
58:00 <^Roshanda^> 14 degs
58:00 <^Roshanda^> but going to be 7 over night
09:00 <JedStar> Hey all
10:00 <^bozojim> I have an elna
11:00 <^bozojim> can I past the link to my completed quilt on display at the exibition
13:00 <^bozojim> http://imgur.com/a/rrhLl
15:00 <^bozojim> ok
42:00 <^Roshanda^> ooer
43:00 <^bozojim> lol
43:00 <^Roshanda^> bet his balls shrivel coz its so cold
58:00 <^bozojim> b1rd is back in
13:00 <^Roshanda^> yeh
36:00 <^bozojim> we had snow to 450m this morning
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