// #australia — 2022-05-10
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11:00:00 <ld0g> aye gee_man
11:01:00 <gee_man> ey
11:24:00 <Bonny> hey ld0g and gee_man
11:25:00 <Bonny> hey eddie
11:30:00 <eddie> morning
11:38:00 <gee_man> ey
11:39:00 <ld0g> hey Bonny
11:39:00 <Bonny> how are yas?
11:39:00 <ld0g> stressing out
11:39:00 <ld0g> you
11:39:00 <gee_man> ahh, the wonders of anti-psychotic medications; subservient to specific cues to carry out orders without giving away who's in control; the perfect puppet
11:39:00 <Bonny> I'm good
11:39:00 <ld0g> 10 days to go
11:39:00 <Bonny> yes I know
11:40:00 <ld0g> well if i dont come back u know whats happened :D
11:40:00 <Bonny> I got your court date marked in my calendar
11:40:00 <ld0g> lol
11:41:00 <Bonny> are you ok, gee_man?
11:45:00 <gee_man> i'm fine, just a bit of paranoia
11:45:00 <Bonny> ok
11:45:00 <gee_man> (the usual)
11:45:00 <Bonny> well fyi I get injected once a fortnight with antipsychotic
11:45:00 <gee_man> i know
11:46:00 <ld0g> i used to inject myself everyday with methamphetamine fyi
11:46:00 <Bonny> it works well for me
11:46:00 <Bonny> that's right lol
11:46:00 <ld0g> i havent for over a year now
11:46:00 <Bonny> well done
11:46:00 <ld0g> thank you
11:46:00 <Bonny> I hope you can keep it up after court
11:47:00 <gee_man> "well done" isn't something you should say to someone getting over an addiction
11:47:00 <gee_man> it creates a sense of complacency, like as if it's been beaten
11:47:00 <gee_man> and that you don't have to worry about it anymore
11:47:00 <gee_man> similar with cigarettes
11:47:00 <Bonny> so what am I suppose to say?
11:48:00 <gee_man> something like "it's a battle, keep up the good work"
11:48:00 <gee_man> which you did follow up with correctly
11:48:00 <ld0g> /ignore ld0g
11:48:00 <Bonny> lol
11:49:00 <ld0g> i shoiuld go for a walk
11:49:00 <ld0g> get some fresh air
11:49:00 <gee_man> not a bad idea
11:49:00 <gee_man> wish i could, i'm too paranoid to leave the house
11:50:00 <ld0g> ok i'll be back in 30mmins
11:50:00 <Bonny> I'll be back later tonight
12:11:00 <ld0g> back
12:11:00 <ld0g> ok cya Bonny
12:11:00 <gee_man> i have to figure out how my treadmill works
12:12:00 <gee_man> haven't even used it yet
12:12:00 <ld0g> yeah man ever since i quit meth ive stacked on more weight
12:12:00 <ld0g> and find it hard to even get out of bed
12:13:00 <gee_man> my meds make it more difficult to get out of bed
12:13:00 <gee_man> but i figured out that colder temperatures make it easier to get up in the morning - but not too cold
12:14:00 <ld0g> have to take small steps as a win
12:14:00 <gee_man> when it's too warm i won't move 'cause i'm too comfortable
12:14:00 <ld0g> fried my brain for so long
12:14:00 <ld0g> cant feel pleasure
12:14:00 <gee_man> yeah it's the small things that will keep you going
12:16:00 <gee_man> dunno why, but the cold helps me think
12:35:00 <ld0g> i think too much lol
12:36:00 <gee_man> tell me about it
12:37:00 <gee_man> it results in paranoia
12:37:00 <gee_man> i get paranoid about the stupidest shit
12:39:00 <gee_man> i've been seriosuly considering getting a padlock for my fridge
12:39:00 <gee_man> that's how paranoid i am
12:48:00 <ld0g> i dunno that sounds like a pretty good idea tbh lol
13:00:00 <gee_man> lol
13:45:00 <ld0g> lunch time
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